Rantings of an Arranged Mind

So ok,
I sat down today, found your site and read your No Man an Island story... took me about 10 hours but I read it all. First great story I really did enjoy it, one part that bothered me, well one of two was when Ethan got attacked at the meat factory. Then he ran into those two ladies and the wisked him away to school, I mean the police had no follow up questions, or how about how suddenly there were all these dead bodies with all their heads cut off? I mean I just assumed he hid their bodies or something.

But what really bugs me is the end, I reread Aftermath and Lost chapters a few times and i'm also kind of assuming here that Ethan struck with his sword at the right time so that the angels can open and close the gate at their will. But in ur first Lost section you wrote "Spacetime ran in a circle." does that mean this story keeps happening over and over again? And then when he is in judgement I get that it was Jesus dying for all his sins but when you wrote, "I am struck by blinding light, raise my hands to protect my face, and am lost once again." i'm thrown off by the "and am lost once again."
I took that the blinding light to mean that he passed judgement and was going on his way to heaven but the lost once again just... throws me off.
Unless after your lost chapter we should read the The Ending one, which does make sense to me, in a way...
I don't know, I blame the fact that it is midnight, maybe it will make all sense in the morning for me. But once again thank you for the amazing story and any clarification on your part would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you again,
Michael